T.G.I.F but still MISERABLE.

I feel soooo miserable now...don't ask it's too private...but, just nk luahkan perasaan sket supaya lega...stress ni stress...

Takkan nk suicide....tanak tanak, takot mati....

Takkan nak kelar lengan.....that just soooo not me....

Rasa mcm nk minum arak alcohol....eh tak leh dosa!!! ko gile, smp saat ni takde sapa berjaya hasut aku untuk teguk air setan tu...

Rasa cm nk gi party mlm ni...lama suda tak berparty....to forget the miserable thing that happening to me now...y ar? tiap kali feel bad, nk kene gi party? 

Nak gi surau? kalaula kawan2 aku ahli surau, mesti lebih afdal.......

Rasa cm nk gi shopping...yeah, tu the best stress healer....terasa mcm nk beli perfume 2-3 botol...wah, verangan banyak duit....dan buku bertajuk "Mini Shopaholic - Like Mother Like Daughter".....

Nnt ar, skang kering...

Tapi tonite, i'm gonna meet few friends yang lama aku tak jumpe...asyik berYM je...nk gak tgk muke dorang tahun 2011 ni..mana tau ada yg dah berubah, buat pembedahan dagu runcing ke atau tambah silicon :p

Izzy, Monica, Ralyna, and the rest...can't wait to c u guyz......

T.G.I.F........